a lot of stuff has happened recently. so much. I feel like since december 1 to now i’m almost completely different of a person. Things happen. Feelings come and go, as do friends. I just really want to thank everyone who’s in my life right now and supporting me through everything that’s going on. My support group means so much to me. I’m truly so thankful for everyone who’s asked me as to what’s been going on. If I remember, I shall post and explain details after work when I have more time. <3 thank you again. 

At first I thought, everything happens for a reason. 

But after a bit of thinking I thought, what if nothing happens for a reason? What if everything just occurs? What is our actions create what happen. What if me doing nothing today has some effect later on for something else? What if I did something today, that completely altered everything in my life? I continued to ponder this. All I can think is that we bring what we attract. What we believe, what we do, how we are, all this attracts things towards us. But we have a choice. We choose exactly what we do. And then an outcome appears. It may be the one we desperate are hoping for, or something we weren’t looking for, but something stems from what we bring. I’ve just now realized, that there may not be reasons for these things. They might just be. That might be it.